Witches are coming to haunt ya!

Helllllllooo...
so sorry for the late update on my blog.its been 2 weeks im away eyh??
ive been sooo busy on outings & activities with the gfs and solving up my personal issue! HOMGAH!!! i dont really wanna talk bout it.coz its deep hurt but lets just say Thank God its finally over!!!

aside from that, i am busy preparing for the coming Halloween Party at the hotel im working with.im in charged of the whole party from the action plan, invitation list, sketches, menu, songs, props,costumes EVERYTHING! and im super nervous! this is my 1st time organizing such event by myself! +_+

the event will be this Friday, whereby all Press, Tourism Ngos and Airlines are cordially invited to a get-together event and create bonding relationship.this year's theme, i chose 'revenge of the witch craft'! the staffs will be wearing and mocking like real witches & warlocks. OMG, our costumes will be delivering tomorrow! i wonder how it looks like! hopefully something like i expected!

and also, my boss gonna see the whole sketch and we gonna have a full rehearsal on that! *gulp* wish me all the best ya'll. owh by the way, its a close private function :)

but we gonna have another party for the public which is on the 31st October 2009. DOnt forget to drop by ok! interesting games & promotions waiting for ya!

i really cant wait for Halloweeeeeeeen!and Partyyyyyyyyyy! woot woot! check this poster designed by me. NOT! my colleague :)) good job aite?? ;P



promise to get close to u all readers when im not super busy ok!! daa for now!!
tc...xoxo!

I have few addictions and u r in my list!

Addiction No. 1


i stayed home the whole day today bcoz i was verrrrrrrrrrry sick. i had migraine again! and its torturing,urghhh!! so i spent my time at home on9 and watching tv. its been awhile i did not laze around at home and be a couch potato all day. so i was watching E! the whole time. and i found out a new reality show called Running In Heels! i think it was the 1st episode. n i fell in love at instant! its a hi-fashion Marie Claire reality show. 3 girls battling to be on top and get the spot in Marie Claire. i really wanna work in this kind of industry!its really my kind of thing u know. even tho its a harsh industry, but u gotta be a thick skin to go thru the spotlight if u know what i mean. gosh, i just loveeeeeeeeee fashion industry. and someone said i can make it oneday and who knows i might be able working with Cleo Mag. *thank u!* hey, nothing is impossible ok! :)
check this page if u are just like me, Fashionista Biatchie!!! www.mystyle.com

Anyway, i went to IceBar Grand Launching and it was awwsome!! i had super fun with my friends and i had my killer heels all night long!it was tiring bcoz i did not stop dancing. but just for the sake of beauty, i dont mind at all.heh!i was there since 11pm and it was packed like helllllll....Point Blanc from Poetic Ammo was making an appearance, Dj Ken and also Dj Nikki.

Addiction No.2
i wasnt really looking forward for the dudes but i was excited to wait for Dj Nikki's line up. her line up was at 1am.its kinda worth to wait because i really satisfied with her music! n i love herrrrrrrrr...she is so hotttttt on the deck! i love her music, my taste of music. i was going crazzzzyy that nite.heh.i wish u were there with me and know what im talking bout.she is just different from other djs!

Dj Nikki & her sexy music!

she is my inspiration to become like her!

some sneak peek from the event!

Addiction No.3
ive been youtubing all day too and i found new fav song for my list. here's what i currently like, True Love by Aquanote. i like naked music/sexy house!enjoy this one from me and hope u like it. good nite!!



xoxo,
i love u peeps!

i lost my mojo, i lost my biggest motivator!

i dont know whats goin on with me these few days!!
my brain isnt working so well and i dont know why.
i cant think straight, i cant produce good writing!
my job requires great thinking to write!
but unfortunately, i feel like a bimbo, stupid and depressed.
i cant write god damn it!!!!!

i tried to take a break. i tried listening to music. i tried walking at the beach.
but nothing is working!!! what the fcuk is going on???

mojo, please come back to me and gimme more ideas....

and i feel so fcuking fat rite now!! i ate alot these few days.
i have the urge to eat 24/7.
i munched biscuits in the office while working after lunch!!!!!!...
im always hungry!!!..
i have no exercise thou i said i wanna wake up early and start working my ass off!!
i feel like a sloth!im so lazy...
my boobs hurts realllllly bad for 2 weeks now.i had my pms and hate it so much!!!!

now i feel like crying coz i feel like a looser! a big fat looser! :'(

i feel so tired...i dont feel fabulous. i feel ugly. I NEED A VACA! I NEED A TIME OFF from work!

i dont accept apologies for the 100th times.

i took my deep breath when i checked my mail today.
i received an email and didnt expect it coming from him.
it was an apology but all i do was just need a moment for myself.

*sigh*

i hate it when he started talking to me at the wrong time. the time that i needed to be alone.
because i am still mad at our situation.
sometimes i just dont know who to blame?
and i can never understand whats going on with the situation...haaaaaaaaih..

i feel regret. i regret that we had to go thru the worsts circumstances.

however, im just glad its over...there is no more hesitation.

ure forgiven but not forgotten...

Love,
E.T :)

An affair that ends pretty gooooooood! :)

i had a super crazy weekends and it was super effing fun!

i got my car back from the workshop on the same day i had my heart broken into trizillion pieces! and its brand new again! weeee....

i got a Thai spa invitation at Thai Odyssey on Saturday and it was free! the Thai massage was freaking freaking awesome!!!

my besties and i spent time at her penthouse!nice!!

i attended my super cool bro White Party Bday bash...

i went to IceBar and it was fcuking sux big time in the universe! the whole vibe ruining my mood!wtf! ok i talk bout Icebar later in my next post.lemme just tell you how my spa went!

Thai Spa Massage
i made an early reservation to the spa at 12.30pm on Thursday and yet im still late because i went to the saloon 1st at 11.45am to wash my hair for function at nite.n i requested a blow set instead of straight which takes more time, brilliant!heh!i left the saloon at 12.25pm and rushed i go to the spa. running and climbing the stairs, gasping for air. i look like puppy hunger for bones on their doorstep. heck!

i think im gonna spend more time at the spa from now on because i so love it!it wasnt my first time but i think i like Spa Thai Massage better.i chose a relaxing massage to relax my overloaded with unnecessary thoughts in my mind.heh.i would definitely recommend you to go to Thai Odyssey (its Malaysian Wide) if, u really want a traditional thai massage. i feel welcomed since the 1st i came in. they greeted me in Thai Language *duh*, the usual ' Sawadikap' n i replied 'Kaaapp!'. HAHAHA.Not!

i registered my name at the counter and showed me the choices of massage that i would prefer. i was aiming at the detox massage.coz i saw it says slimming bla2 n shit! but the lady recommend me the most hot massage there which is 'Relaxing'. so i was thinking, since i had a pretty hell week, yeah y not. i so neeeeeeeeed to relax!

i think every massage centre would want you to wash your feet before begin the massage.i believe it helps you to refresh? hmm wtv. so my massage lady (originally from thailand) who speaks lil english washed my feet and asked me to undress. she gave me a disposable panties which is sooooooooooooo cutee and a disposable shower cap. and walla im totally- ally naked and cute in those panties! hahahahhaa.

the panties made me look so cute. eii i feel cute bah! n it was so airy!!!! wahhahahah

my massage room.

it was an hour body massage. i love the techniques. it was a lil pain bcoz its been a while i didnt have a massage and relax. the most reasons made me feel in pain are bcoz i was in front of the computer 24/7, i always shower late at night, not enuff rest n bla2. i would scream the top of my lung when she started massaging.owh, she was walking on me tooooooo! wth? and she will always remind me 'u in pain, tell me ha'! hahaha. cute lil aunty :) owh owh she speaks thai the whole time to me, wtf? n i always say ok to what ever she said. HAHAHA!

n u know what? she told me she has a son the same age like mine. Agagagaga... :)))) she wants me to come over regularly too. i think she likes me. whahahaha!!!
phewww..finally the massage session finito...n i have another appointment with my gff!

plus, i looked glowing, energized and haaaaaaaaaaaappy during the nite :) hehehehe. here's a pic of me during the White Party :))

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me and my oh abang pendek. kihkihkihkih

So kalau wanita2 di sana putus cinta atau stress, marila ke SPA! sangat berbaloi ok, drpd berhabis duit kepada yg tidak memerlukan. heh xP

i dont believe this,but im attracted to it.

i dont believe in horoscopes actually, because i dont think its really factual. practice it as for fun, why not rite. sometimes what written in the horoscope may be real or the same thing u feel in life. but i just think its a coincidence? how does a star sign relates to u? plz explain. its too scientific.

most of my friends belief in this.so i give it a try to read mine. here's what i have...ok i gotta admit, its sooooooo Effing Real to what i experienced for last week! the same shit i felt. this is soooo spooky. ok now i believe it 60%


"You may finally be getting some justice, Virgo, from the long term situation from which you have tried, over and over again to disentangle yourself. It's perfectly normal to be tired... of a power struggle that is really a matter of entrapment and co-dependency, but it is difficult to let go of the guilty feelings that arise. The good news is that you'll receive praise and support for your decision. The bad news is that you are likely to over-react to any criticism. You may have good news about improvements in your finances today as well."

the financial part...i dont think so. heh

okay, here's what i saw on my friends status in fb which get me so confused in love again.

''The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

for me, this is tiring.i would prefer to have a smooth sailing relationship and cloud 9 feeling all the way. having fights, is not gonna make me happy. i dont see the sparks and chemistry in love. but does that mean when we didnt have a major fight,we're not in love? are random arguments over silly things count?

some quotes can be really deceiving. dont u think?

*just being random*

anyway, i had a pretty fun weekend! how bout u? :)))

He just dont get it.

Papa just dont get it! to have a famous daughter like me. (WTF?)
how very important princess i am to all the public and in my circle of friends. (OMFG)
how i need to be socialized with everyone coz i was invited to few occasions. (TRUE!)
and most of the occasions are during in the evening, cocktail party,bday party, events party or just party. (SO TRUE)

he does not understand how many friends i mingled to. and he does not understand how young i am to be in this kind of life. OMG!!! this is so pressure!

he does not understand how fucked up my life. how my boyfriends fucked my life. how depressed i am because of em'. in this case i need my friends to hang out with. at least they make me feel happy!!!...they gave me laughter and forget everything bout misery.

but he just doesnt understand.i feel sad when he started calling me names. =(((((((

again, i feel unappreciated from everyone in this world.

i wish i can live by my own without ppl even noticing me.i wanna run away where ppl cant find me.

i wish my heart stops beating so i wont feel this hurt.

love,
Ervina Erfie

Im ready to shake-shake my bootay!

on my recent trip to KL.
i received 2 bday presents ya'll!!!
n i so love the gifts so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
especially the belly-ring. ive been waiting for the prezzie for bout 1 yr plus, eyh?
bcoz he (the ex bf) wants to give it to me personally instead of just post it by fed ex, pos laju or yada yada.heh...sampai hati u buat i tertunggu-tunggu. hehehe.

so i had to make plans with him bcoz i wanna claimed my pressie this time! hehe.
everytime when i went there, im always occupied with the family, so no time for friends. however, we went for a short nite out, n ice cream treat at baskin robin. yumm yumm!

i was so super happy to the max when he gave me the box. thought it was a 2nd proposal ring! hahahahaahha. NOT!....and i opened it, i was like OMG! excited! its a Bling2- Dangling2-Chandelier- Belly Ring!! *eventhough i know what it is just dont know the design yet* I SUKA GILA BABAS! just like i wanted..wohooooooooooo. i thanked him like a trizillion times! owh and its pink! he always know my fav color :)))

check this out yo!

comel kan??

erm, i kinda lost 1 stud. SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!! :( maybe sebab i tido mcm kuda,tak duduk diam. so it loosen? SORRRRRRRRRY !

the chandelier was so damn heavy.i was afraid if my belly will ripped off!but i'll take care of em ok :). p.s. my mom took this pic.hehe

then kak wawa gave me this chocolate. Skinny Chocolate ya'll! with 126 cal only and no added sugar!havent try it yet thou. mcm sayang mo makan. hehehe.

read that! burn it ~25 minutes of shaking your booty! this is so ME!!!coz i like Dancing! like OMG really in love with dancing!

till i joined Belly Dance class! now everything is complete! reaaaaaaaw, i wil i will dance my heart out with my new accesorries! :)))

THANK YOU AGAIN! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

XOXO!

p.s. he said 'yeah, u betta like it coz it was soooooo expensive!'. HAHAHHAHAAHHA.
heh, well it worth in it? bcoz i appreciate it so much! :p