i lost my mojo, i lost my biggest motivator!

i dont know whats goin on with me these few days!!
my brain isnt working so well and i dont know why.
i cant think straight, i cant produce good writing!
my job requires great thinking to write!
but unfortunately, i feel like a bimbo, stupid and depressed.
i cant write god damn it!!!!!

i tried to take a break. i tried listening to music. i tried walking at the beach.
but nothing is working!!! what the fcuk is going on???

mojo, please come back to me and gimme more ideas....

and i feel so fcuking fat rite now!! i ate alot these few days.
i have the urge to eat 24/7.
i munched biscuits in the office while working after lunch!!!!!!...
im always hungry!!!..
i have no exercise thou i said i wanna wake up early and start working my ass off!!
i feel like a sloth!im so lazy...
my boobs hurts realllllly bad for 2 weeks now.i had my pms and hate it so much!!!!

now i feel like crying coz i feel like a looser! a big fat looser! :'(

i feel so tired...i dont feel fabulous. i feel ugly. I NEED A VACA! I NEED A TIME OFF from work!