Papa just dont get it! to have a famous daughter like me. (WTF?)
how very important princess i am to all the public and in my circle of friends. (OMFG)
how i need to be socialized with everyone coz i was invited to few occasions. (TRUE!)
and most of the occasions are during in the evening, cocktail party,bday party, events party or just party. (SO TRUE)
he does not understand how many friends i mingled to. and he does not understand how young i am to be in this kind of life. OMG!!! this is so pressure!
he does not understand how fucked up my life. how my boyfriends fucked my life. how depressed i am because of em'. in this case i need my friends to hang out with. at least they make me feel happy!!!...they gave me laughter and forget everything bout misery.
but he just doesnt understand.i feel sad when he started calling me names. =(((((((
again, i feel unappreciated from everyone in this world.
i wish i can live by my own without ppl even noticing me.i wanna run away where ppl cant find me.
i wish my heart stops beating so i wont feel this hurt.
love,
Ervina Erfie
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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7 comments:
sama kan..
sighhh
It's not bcos your Papa doesn't get it or doesn't understand. It's bcos he's concerned & worried about you like any parent would for their child. That concern & worry is most likely bcos he cares & loves his daughter so much...
bro..ya ya i know. but not necessary calling me with names ok.
hey ervina,
hmmm, i used to say awful things to my loved ones when i got angry. i shouldn't have. although i felt relieved doing that at the moment, in the end it hurts me even more in the future. if i'm still haunted by the words i spoke to them, i couldn't even imagine how hurt they must feel.
give your dad a break. he loves you. dat's why he even bothered.
and know that people are not perfect. they'll screw up sumtimes no matter how "matured" they get.
chiow.
hye hunky..*sigh*
i have nothing left to say :(
mmmm... sorry if i said anything wrong ya...
it is your blog. you can express yourself anyway you want.
don't mind what anyone else thinks.
sorry for being a 'tua kolot' ya sis.
=D smile
eh hunky u didnt say anything wrong la. dont stop commenting, i want more credits. hahaha. thanx for the 2 cents thou :)
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